The Only Exception

Think this place has been stagnant long enough alrdy, time for a change of water =) Too many things are happening this year..bad things actually. Results, family, now even my back. Afraid that there might be even more coming up..whatever it is I guess the only option is to trust in Him, though its really getting tougher to do so. Been thinking if me being born is it really a blessed thing..that He has placed me here for a reason..Almost everything that I do, since young till now..is just wasting my parents' money & ppl's time..tuitions, medical fees, education. Nvr seem to excel in anything, even if I felt I did, it wld go back to square one sooner or later. I'm really longing for that fire to burn up in me again..the fire to do well no matter what, just lyk before. Friends have always been around, despite not having any really close ones, I'm really glad to have them around. Anw just sounding out what's on my mind, feeling slightly better now. Shall expect greater things to come.