The Only Exception

Been quite a week, spent almost the whole week searching for jobs, been to a few interviews, but currently still back to square one. Can't believe I tried smth out of the norm tdy..saw an advert abt requesting for ppl to take bridal shoots, students welcomed, and I actually went for it. Found out it was lyk a model agency, they do adverts, runways, bridals, etc. Having a 2nd interview nxt wk, so shall find out abit more, lol. Been reading the book, "Sing to the Dawn". Its meant for young teens, but I guess I just wanted to read it aft hearing this title in the past. Quite a descriptive story, it actually got me imagining abt the scenes n picturing them out. Left with a few chaps more! Then time to move on to other books!

Things at home are getting abit shaky. Pa has been getting rather unsociable towards mum's family side, whch caused grandma to question abt his presence, since we used have dinner on Fri with her once every 2 wks, but he stopped joining us since last yr. Mum tried talking to him to find out the reasons, thght they got it settled last wk, but for dinner with grandma tdy, he decided not to come agn. Talking to him wld be tough since pa has nvr really shared anything to us b4 except to mum, and he has a short+bad temper. Aunt told me mum has been sharing her probs to her, and tt she's quite tired of it too, stress frm work, and now stress at home too. As the eldest, I feel the need to help her lighten the burden too, and I knw it shld start frm me, the old habits, etc shld be erased first. But I just can't seem to make them turn to good habits. Simple habits lyk sleeping early..I think this shall be the first habit I shall amend. Promised my young cousin of 9 yrs old, that I wld sleep earlier aft mum exposed that habit of mine to my aunt and she overheard it. Nxt wk shall be the start of that promise. By 12.30am lights out, and probably earlier if possible as it goes along. Hoping to see things make a turn for the better within the family in time.