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Saturday, April 25, 2009
Been quite disappointed this week. Test results were just barely able to pass. Ystdy's POP was alittle disappointing (For me), due to the miss of the 2 rehearsals b4 parade tt might have changed the prob. But it is all over, Shldn't blame it on anything nor anyone, just glad that the rest had fun. It was a good job done for NCC being the organisers, truly appreciated the shirt and the guidiance their seniors gave. Been unwell lately, caught a cold and had sorethroat, at least now it has deteoriated. Caught "Handsome Suit" with the rest last Fri, and it was a nice+funny show. Wldn't mind watching it agn. The rest,(admittedly me too), liked the main actress, n the other actress in the movie, hahs. Might be going to watch X-men origins nxt Fri with them again, see how it goes. Tmr's mum's birthday, but will be celebrating today. I have always been unsure to what to do for her, e.g buying presents, etc. Her only present she wants is to see both bro n I study hard and do her proud, but we have just been time n time agn making this simple present of hers drift furthur away. Just hope to stop this dragging on of things. Have also been thinking lately about my presence in BB. It has been 5 years, and till now, I still dont really feel belonged/attached to it. Thgh I have been able to click with the seniors n juniors, experiencing the fun times we had, it is just smething inside me, tt feels weird..lyk despite all this bonding n closeness, I still find myself abit stranger to this CCA. Perhaps sports CCA might have been better? Pondering over whether I shld drop out being a Primer now..mayb it is the commitment, or the leadership required, or being a good example to the juniors. Dropping out as a Primer seems lyk a big decision to make. Whats my purpose, dream, motivation? All these questions I still have yet to answer nor think about. Guess many will say, the answer would come to me soon, but thats what they do to encourage, I myself still got to find out that out. Shall stop here now, hopefully answers would dawn on me sometime later. 3:53 PM
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